Rumourssss oOoOoO 8-)

Today wasn't a very good day. Sadly.

I was worried about many things which I cannot disclose.

But then the piece dela resistance came and I felt really bad.

I don't want people to think badly of me. I don't even know half the things I apparently did.

I don't think people realise how bad rumours are, until they have one,

or in my case countless rumours about them.

They soon realise, "oh fuck, so this is how it feels..."

But they never admit it.

I know you feel bad, I know you say, "I know they aren't true so fuck em."

but it hurts, admit it, its FINE.

You could call it Karma or you could say they all hate you.

There can't be that many people that hate you if the rumours aren't true.

SO DON'T ASSUME

ALRIGHT, I'm talking to myself now, if you haven't realised. Couldn't help it.

But its interesting how the people you thought liked you, end up saying that shit

They don't know who they wrong...

Maybe I should throw in the towel and just become a Nun!

No...I'm not worthy of that.

I will try my hardest to be a better person.

I don't care anymore if people don't like me.

But I don't want people to detest me.

Like c'mon.

Just, don't say your judgemental thoughts, and all will be fine.

FUCKEN STUDY YOU LAZY BITCH

Wow, I'm extremely judgemental to myself.

I'm PRETTY sure thats a contradiction to one of the Ten Commandments

oops..