Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Truth? YES


Today was a very interesting adventure.
to get to city at 10am
i had to wake up at 6.
*rolls eyes* i love where i live...
anyway
the guy i was meeting up with had to come later T_T
so i got my ear pierced!! weowwwww its called the tragus part of the ear, did NOT hurt. only for
like ONE second. so all u PUSSIES out there too scared of the pain, IT DOESN'T HURT.

isnt it beautiful??

I met up with Sexy Man!!
not going to tell u the raunchy details, ur gonna have to ask personally... muahahah
then i went and bought some sexayy lingerie!
oh LG LG.

BASICALLY

I was alone all day.
The only people I spoke to were at the shops I went.

But I still had the best fucking day.
I'm not even joking.
My wise words to you all:

LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT

...And don't u forget it.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

ffs





ok
kill me now
i have a headache from singing...
or maybe its the redbull...
watever. i left the piano punching every wall i walked past.
its like, im supposed to sing with my diaphragm yeah ok.
but i dont know how to
do that!!
u may be a singer and say, its easy what are u on about
ok well STFU, WANNA TEACH ME???
every time i try to do it i fuck up
ok starting so sound emo
IM JUST SO UNBELIEVABLY CUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT ping1 ping1 ping1
siiiiiiiiigh
doesnt matter.

OH OH OH, lol backwards santa ANYWAY
That amazing guy pictured below called me today. i have to call him!!
im
so
HAPPY.
mood swing much??
i know aye

Fucken cat lolll. comfortable??

Monday, June 22, 2009

sleep deprivation ramifications

lolll there were things i had to blog about today...
but i cant remember them
tried to study maths, all i did was organise it.
handed in religion study guide. half done muahaha
so how is the day of a person with no sleep
starts with, well, u don't wake up.
get a redbull.
fall asleep in the least amount of classes u can... only religion! yay.
something is weird. when I'm awake n shit, i play improvisational piano great! but average piece playing. also, just meh maths, no concentration i tell u!
but when im tired as SHIT. i have so much motivation to push past it all and do everything i can. and yeah, i was playing scales heaps well until my mum got all shitty saying "I'm just TIRED okay??"
lmfao funny shit

OH yeah, btw
kill, me, now.
ok dramatic.
GOT MY REPORT BACK
how is it, i got the highest ranking for RELIGION
kill me now!!!!
ahhhhhhhh
fuck it, im gonna become a nerd MUAHAHAHA
yeah right...

Sunday, June 21, 2009

hehehehhee weece!





This is blog dedicated to the one and ONLY
RHYS


he is so kooooooolll
and if he didnt stay up with me
he'd never know how awesome i think he is
1. He can take a joke. No matter how crude.
2. He is my friend, there aren't many this dedicated (Y)
3. He is a rebel, admit it. You are. Well, when you were young at least...
4. I love this layout
5. Back to Rhys. He has the cutest voice when he's confused. "whaaa...?"
lols.
6. <-- My favourite number ^_^. He can do really heavy reps.
D= please Rhys don't hurt me!!
hahah i know you wouldn't hurt a fly


...but when it comes to a "walk"
LOL






seven??
7. He has so many dreams, and i know he should go out and get em!
(especially a girl.)
8. *clears throat* he smells great. All, the,
TIME.
lol he actually smells like a candle i have in my house, which is a good thing!!
think nicole!!
9. he couldn't be a nicer person
10. I'm so happy that I have him as a friend
OK GAY MOMENT OVER, feelings GONE
bonus!
11. I fuck up his computer...


alot.

Fucking WOOOOOOOOOOOOO

today was ALSO the best day of my life
went to the GT clubs first birthday
and it was GREAT
like, fucking HECTIK
um, there were brazilian dancers, guys and girls, both i loved.
the guy dancer. lets just show u his sexy body then ill tell u the story..



after the show, i spoke to him.
he had the thickest accent.
spoke english for four months
but spoke EXTREMELY well
(smart aswell, kill me now)
i told him i played capoeira too
i asked him to tell me something in portuguese
"você é uma garota linda"
(thank you google translate)
means, you are a gorgeous girl
and eventually i gave him my number
life, is, GOOD
=] =] =] =] =] =D
seeing him on saturday i hope
to, as he said..."train"

ALSO, on a diff note!
did an all nighter with Rhys!
ok sounds rong
STOP THINKING DIRTY
lol says me.
it was an awesome night of working out and porn.
yes porn, got a problem??
not him
lol dw i didnt give u a bad rep rhys.
LG, cant wait for double maths today.
must..keep...eyes..open!!

Thursday, June 18, 2009

haha deep.

my first blog. how interesting.
ill get straight into it shall i?
No one is ever completely right. A thought, a statement, even a word out of place and not completely factual can be scrutinized. does this mean we shouldn't criticise? i believe this would stop the flow and evaluation of human existence if we ceased to judge and criticise. exercise our opinion and our truth of belief. no one wants to hear their faults. but despite this, so many, in fact probably all humans are intrigued by what they, being the whole world, thinks of them. some say that they don't care, but we all know, that within their subconscious, a part of them aches the truth. that if they don't have some what of an idea of how they come across to the rest of us. what we show on the outside is usually different to that on the inside; to whats in your soul. this part of us can definitely sometimes be scary. feelings we cannot control, emotions we cannot understand and thoughts we are unable to cease. how diabolical, deceiving, daring and devious. how malicious, conspicuous, resolute and suspicious. or how lively, care freely, innocently or blindly; unaware of our own thoughts. this realisation of not being able to understand oneself is what we fear most. to overcome the obviousness of our universal fear, we hide out tree feelings, barring most of the world from what lays within our very soul.
glad i got that off my chest!